NBD

today i woke up later cause i went to bed late(cause i couldn't fall asleep right away after falling asleep watching a movie).  got ready and hung out with amanda.  we went to target and the mall.  it was great fun.

i burnt my finger really bad today.  it blistered immediately.  still hurts and it's a little hard to type this post.  no big deal.

when i got back stacy called me and we finally got to catch up.  then i re-watched the part of the movie i fell asleep during.  my plans for the evening are great:  

-call sherry

-take free redbox back

-go work out

-shower and get ready for another night of movie and coffee(this time in my room)

think i'm going to try a new church in the morning.  haven't found one that i love.  but i haven't decided yet where i'll go.  i'll look stuff up later.

adddios

oh p.s. if anyone has any ideas about a better title thing or URL i'm open. these are kinda lame.  i mean i like them, but i want something more unique and i can't ever think of anything unique.

simple

right now i'm thinking about what i want to do for the night.  thought i wanted to hang out. now i just feel like staying in my room and watching a movie, having some coffee, and later reading a book.  not sure that will happen though because my roommate and her boyfriend are hanging out here now(or will be soon).  

so i'm going to call stacy moots here in a bit.  we have lots to catch up on.

i wish i wasn't doing this no extra money spending thing right now because it sure would be nice to drive downtown for coffee.

still thinking about the big decisions like summer plans and school plans for next fall.  i probably should just keep my mind off of it.  

think i might go work out tonight after i do a few things hopefully.

oh, almost forgot. i'm for sure going on the fort collins, co mission trip. i'm very excited about it all. the leaders are great and the group of students going seem to be fun.  

have a good'n

bye

goodnight and go

one of my favorite songs right now is Goodnight and Go by Imogen Heap. also, check out Hide and Seek by her if you look her up. actually here's the link. she's weird at first, then grows on ya. oh and excuse her curse word in the first line of Hide and Seek. haha. but listen to all of both songs.

well, i have to find a new job. the lady i nanny for might be losing her job at sprint and so she told me to be on the look out. i have contacted another lady about a nanny job for a newborn and a 4 year old. i would love that. they live in brookside. supposedly that is the nice old part(huge old homes). that would be cool. it would be a drive, but about the same as it is to get the the leawood home i'm at. i also think i would enjoy the younger kids alot more. so i hope this works out. if not i guess i might look for something at a coffee shop.

seems like i have alot of homework this semester. i didn't first semester or the first few weeks of this semester.

i'm going to FC for sure for spring break. pretty excited about that. so i have to mail out just a few more letters to meet the rest of the amount needed.

back to playing basketball on monday and wednesday nights. i like it alot. hope that it's okay that i play...because i'm not very good at all. i've also started working out quite a bit. just a good feeling.

i love reading sherry and luke's blogs.

good day. or evening.

decisions

yesterday was kind of stressful. don't really care for that.

talked to sherry on the phone today after work. told her a story.

so many things on my mind
-spring break plans(FC or just relax)
-summer plans(GB or Seattle)
-School next fall(MNU or NNU)
-relationships(girls and boys)

i have to make a schedule for school and become more organized.

i LOVE amanda and westie!

mom and markli come tomorrow.
looking at cars for markli.
i'll have to make myself be in the mood to look at cars.

family is best. i love them.

seven o'clock

today was good. i made it to my 8 o'clock class. it's a good one though. human growth and development. very interesting.

chapel was another story.

after fine arts i went to lunch. then had a nice long visit with dave.

i have so many things to think about and pray about.

have to stay on the job 'til 7, like last night. it'll be a good extra chunk of money to put in my savings.

got another post coming soon.


word yo

restless

so tired.  

lots of thinking going on. 

 

i'm reading a good book.

with that brings lots of emotions(good and bad).

 

music is great--it brings about alot of emotions too(good and bad).

family is best. 

miss all of them lots.

want to talk to them.

getting up in the morning to work out.  

i don't feel like i've accomplished much lately.  

would like for that to change, starting tomorrow.

byeeee

slow

it seems like these past few days or week rather have been pretty slow. it's kind of nice but also weird because it seemed like last semester was a whirlwind. i don't know, i think i enjoy it for the most part. i get to read a book here and there which i enjoy doing. i love to hang out lots but then there are times when it's okay to just sit in my room and read. but then there are times when i get this stupid lonely feeling and need to hang out with someone. i have to get past that.

well i am glad i have the group of friends that i have. they look out for me and i really do appreciate it. true friends are great. i have lots of different groups of people that i hang out with. i'm glad i do. except now i notice that those groups sometimes don't like each other, and that just sucks. cause i like them all. i also have gotten pretty close(even closer) with my Sherry throughout this break and i LOVE that. family is just the greatest thing. my mom sent me a note in the mail recently. i about cried when i saw it was from her. i never really thought i would miss family once i left. but oh i do. i don't think we'll ever all live in the same area. hasn't happened that way yet and i doubt it will. i could see the siblings all living in close places, it would be my parents that would have to move. i guess we could always try for that. kinda push them into it.

i hope that i can stay focused on school and stayed organized with my time. there really isn't anything to keep me from doing that except the fact that it is school.

oh, almost forgot. last night i was hanging out with some friends that i haven't hung out with in a while and we decided that we were going to go 30 days without extra spending. so we can only buy gas and food for our dorm rooms. no going out for coffee or dinner...unless someone else pays. and we can only drive to and from church and work. we just thought it would be cool so see how much money we save. i really don't think i spend that much money, but it will be good just to stick that extra money in my savings. i'm going to have to fix my car at some point. ahh.

well have a good day. night. day or night.

songs

today was pretty easy.  only one class.  had lunch with amanda and one of her co-workers.  first time to eat noodles and company.  it was good.  not exceptional though.  to me anyways.  so kinda hung out in my room for the most part after that.  i got to sleep in, so that part was nice.  then went and had dinner with my roommate, her boyfriend and one of his friends. lets just say interesting.  after that we headed off to the hall party.  it was real awkward at first then got better as we started to play some games. quite a few girls went. surprising.

after that i went to go hang out with the gang at meg's.  we finished watching you, me, and dupree.  i only saw a little bit.  then we started playing dominos.  fun.  like old people. it's a long game though.  got back at around 2ish. loads of fun.  

got back.  got on ol' fbook.  someone popped up so i talked for a bit.  it was random.  know him through cameron.  was sure he hated me.  but guess not.  then a good friend started chattin.  that is what i am currently doing as i write this blog.  he's having the same relationship problem that i went through.  except he is on the other side.  feel bad for him.  trying to help him out in anyway.  

talking to my friend reminded me of a song. it's by jon foreman.  i never knew what it meant.  i now understand because of what i've gone through lately.  i started looking around for what song it was.  and yep it's right on with what happened.  and also what could happen to this good friend of mine.  the song is called "learning how to die".  i also found another song that falls along those lines. also a jon foreman song.  "my love goes free".  i wish i could show someone these songs because they are perfect. but don't feel like that would be right.  nicole check out the lyrics! (cause that's who i'm writing this mostly for.  you're the only one who knows about it.  haha)    gosh he writes such good songs. all of them.   go here to listen to the songs.  :)

welp, goodnight. it's sooooo late.  i'm sleeping in!  

talks

today was good.  i already missed a class.  i know.  bad.  after classes i went to go nanny.  did some laundry and made breakfast for dinner. the boys love it.

hate having a lonely feeling.  it's stupid.  makes me want to hang out a lot with my closest friends nicole and amanda. i love them so much. 

i had a fun night with nicole.  we were going to go see a movie at the 7:40 time, but it was sold out. so we went for coffee.  love that. then we went back at 9 to watch Bride Wars.  we saw a lot of each other in these two best friends.  except the nasty part they had in them.  hate that.  at times during the movie we would think the same things and just bust up laughing.  i love that especially.

started school this week. it's all been pretty slow. which is okay.  except that i need things to do to keep my mind moving along.

i don't like how i am always wishing for time to move along.  all during high school i couldn't wait to be in college, now i'm here and i can't wait to be graduated, living in a cute home.  but i can't wait. wish it could really happen that way. like now.  oh boy.  i'll just have to be patient.