blank

i am taking apart my room and packing. i don't like this feeling. it's so plain in here.

i'm kind of not sure what to think about all of this right now. bittersweet.

i will most likely have my own room in the suite i'm living in. that will be great.

there is still so much change that will be happening this year. it's almost like freshman year all over again. it will be just fine though. i have no room to worry.

last night we watched the nooma video, "corner". it was very good. i love the music. i loved the people in it. just all of it. :) but i came to realize that i am not thankful enough for ALL that is in my life. i need to stop and think about it more often and make sure i thank Him for it ALL.

i can't wait for what's about to come. ready to get involved in a church. all sorts of things. excited, nervous, all of the above. pray that i'm listening to what God's plan is.

tomorrow is my last day with sophie. it's a little sad. i am going to take some photos tomorrow and i will post them. she had grown so much this summer. she was 4 months last week. yesterday she had a dr. appt. and she weighed 18 lbs. :) she's a chunk. she's very smiley. today i brought her back to the house because we were having sarah over for lunch. it was about time for a little nap and i ended up getting her to sleep by holding her and humming/singing to her. she calms down so much when you sing/hum to her. i loved it. but that was my first time ever doing that. i'm asked to just lay her down in her crib and then she falls asleep eventually. so i loved getting her to sleep like this. i will love being a mother, but i can definitely wait. i have come to that decision after this summer. it's really been a GREAT experience and wouldn't change it for anything. God knew what he was doing, that's for sure. life, in general, is so interesting to look and think about. well, that's what i've been thinking about lately. i'll be back tomorrow to post some photos.

peace yos