slow

it seems like these past few days or week rather have been pretty slow. it's kind of nice but also weird because it seemed like last semester was a whirlwind. i don't know, i think i enjoy it for the most part. i get to read a book here and there which i enjoy doing. i love to hang out lots but then there are times when it's okay to just sit in my room and read. but then there are times when i get this stupid lonely feeling and need to hang out with someone. i have to get past that.

well i am glad i have the group of friends that i have. they look out for me and i really do appreciate it. true friends are great. i have lots of different groups of people that i hang out with. i'm glad i do. except now i notice that those groups sometimes don't like each other, and that just sucks. cause i like them all. i also have gotten pretty close(even closer) with my Sherry throughout this break and i LOVE that. family is just the greatest thing. my mom sent me a note in the mail recently. i about cried when i saw it was from her. i never really thought i would miss family once i left. but oh i do. i don't think we'll ever all live in the same area. hasn't happened that way yet and i doubt it will. i could see the siblings all living in close places, it would be my parents that would have to move. i guess we could always try for that. kinda push them into it.

i hope that i can stay focused on school and stayed organized with my time. there really isn't anything to keep me from doing that except the fact that it is school.

oh, almost forgot. last night i was hanging out with some friends that i haven't hung out with in a while and we decided that we were going to go 30 days without extra spending. so we can only buy gas and food for our dorm rooms. no going out for coffee or dinner...unless someone else pays. and we can only drive to and from church and work. we just thought it would be cool so see how much money we save. i really don't think i spend that much money, but it will be good just to stick that extra money in my savings. i'm going to have to fix my car at some point. ahh.

well have a good day. night. day or night.