onehundreth

post. i can't fall asleep tonight. there are many reasons why. i babysat darby tonight and after i knew she was asleep that must have put me at rest enough to fall asleep on the couch while watching some food network show. i was probably out for an hour. i am watching her in the morning as well. kreisa told me i could stay but i thought i'd better head back to campus. i wanted to work out and just be able to get ready in the morning from my dorm room. well, let me just say i will not be working out anymore. i'll be exhausted in the morning. when i got back to the dorms i saw our home church van in the parking lot with people getting out. i stopped by and they needed help getting to the rooms they were staying in. so i helped them out. after that i stopped by my friend's alyssa and kai's bedroom. they had just made coffee and asked if i wanted a cup. of course. i did. that is reason number 2 as to why i cannot fall asleep. then, we decided to go out and sled. it has been snowing most of today. not much has accumulated, but it was such fun. i hadn't been out in the snow like that in years. it was great. well worth getting cold and soaked. that is the 3rd reason.

the things i have been thinking about while i lay in bed:

1. i like a person a whole lot more when they have a huge passion for something. i just really respect that.

2. why do i always change my mind? why can't i set my mind on something and not question it anymore?

3. summer travels

4. beautiful scenery--mountains, fort collins, gardens, rainy places

5. dreaming about the future(life after college) is all.

those are just a few things.

this afternoon i went to border's with amber. we had some coffee and looked at magazines. it's such a great time. i used to do that with mrs. amanda magnuson. i think of her many times a day.

i need to catch up with many people. phone calls are overdue on my part.

love

maresa